i lay here in solitude
drowning in liquid powder
while he wanders
through flakes of mercury
maybe i'm too frozen for him to recover
I wrote this whilst crying and listeing to "Say Something" by A Great Big World
And everything else wrong in my life decided to kill me
An emotive piece. It is very telling. Thankyou for sharing.
hope those tears dry up soon and everything goes right!
Did it though?
Or so you say...
My life has sorta been falling apart as of late
Aye, I know that feeling. Like the universe is crushing down on you and all you want is to die.
But really, it's up to you whether it kills you. I was on the bad end of a noose and even that didnt kill me. That was luck. But I realized in that moment that nothing in my life will kill me unless i let it.
I like the Russell Brand quote, which sums it all up nicely:
“My dad's philosophy was (and I think still is) that life is a malevolent force, which seeks to destroy you, and you have to struggle with it. Only those who are hard enough will succeed. Most people get crushed, but if you fight, in the end life will go, "Fucking hell. This one's serious. Let him through.”
If you ever need anything or to chat or whatever, hit me up